-A couple episodes of Six Feet Under (my new addiction) -Dead Poets Society -More of Dexter season 3 -Inglourious Basterds -No Country for Old Men -The Proposal
Random list? Yep.
I WISH I COULD JOIN YOU. I just recently read no…
WELL I CAN’T NOT BECAUSE OF THE DISTANCE, BUT BECAUSE I HAVE WORK AT THE MOST INCONVIENIENT TIME. 3-8. THE FUCK. fuck you man who lives in marshalls. (im going to have to tell you about that theory sometime). Also, suggestions=fight club. download it or something. please. it’s..it’s…just..sogreat.
So the verdict: Christmas was so much better than my birthday this year. It was the year of the jackets. I received 3 jackets total. A hardcore winter one for snow (probably to convince me to shovel more), a nice coat for school/dressy lookin’, and a northface fleece. I’m pretty sure the last time I’ve had a new snow jacket was 7th grade, and my current jacket has holes in the pockets. So all in all, good jorb Santerparents.
I got a pair of shoe slipper wonderthings. A few articles of clothing, purple and black tights (!), 2 pairs of earbuds, Super Smash Brothers Brawl, and Super Mario Galaxy.
I wonder if anyone beside my close friends know I like video games…
Anyway, Christmas was a success in the giving aspect too. I actually got real gifts for my family who actually liked them. I surprised my brother and sister and mother and brother’s girlfriend. OHP, and who can forget my crying nana. She always cries before she even opens the gift. “OH THE CARD IS BEAUTIFUL” It’s so cute. Anyway, pj’s and socks for the nan-ster. THE TEARS WERE A DRIPPIN’.
Everyone left by seven, and by everyone I mean my siblings. They’ve got their significant others’ parents to also tend to on this fine evening. I’m used to it.
After being forced to stop playing Galaxy, I am sucked into the world of the internet once again. And don’t forget the bunny crackers, had to have some of those.
Stayed home today, first personal day off from school. I was so ill, but lounging and sleeping and..yes throwing up, really made me better. I got some stuff done so far, none really school related. I applied to another college and watched the Big Lebowski and Fight Club. Haven’t eaten yet, deciding between egg noodles and mac and cheese for the past…4 hours.
Going to take a nice long shower listening to some Tron Soundtrack and Adele.
So overall today was pretty chill. I had a nice day at school, even though I had flex, and all was good. After school was great too: chocolate, butter, and pomegranate, awesomeness. But then my family? Not so much..
Coming home: my dad was late to begin with, we arrived late at some chinese place when my sister was already sitting down. Then my brother showed up (late again, runs in the family sure sure) and we all sat down. The service was crappy, and the food was dece, but i felt like shit because im seriously not feeling well. My system is slowing malfunctioning and shutting down. I’m going to sleep soon.
Anyway, I opened my brother’s gift and it’s a: Car radio! I mean of course I get a radio when my actual radio in my car really works! Odd, but I’ll definitly use it. His exact words were “Yeah now, your christmas present is me installing it” Awesome, another literal birthmas from good old randall. Personally, not too thrilled, because I know that it’s going to be weeks until that thing is installed, and it’s just going to sit in my room in the box until he decides to mozy on over.
MY sister’s gift, I was uneasy about. She gave me a coach wallet. Legit. It’s purple, which I like, but before I opened it, I made the terrible mistake of saying “im nervous.” she was like “well if that was me, I’d be so excited!!!”. And that’s exactly it. If I was her. But I’m not her, and I don’t particularly like coach..anything! I know that my family doesn’t really see too indepth into the world as I do, but it bothers me that she’d get me something that she’d love, andI wouldn’t. But because I know I’ll get shit for it, I have to use it.
And then it’s back to my dad, he really made it worse. Getting to the food place, we’re quietly eating our food and stuff, and he has the balls to say “where are your friends?” “why didn’t you invite any of your friends” As if I knew that I could do that. Everytime I try to invite a friend to come with us anywhere it’s like a big “to-do”. MY asshole dad is like “we have to drive them? we have to blah blah blah and blah blah too?”…seriously? I am not the one who has to plan my own birthday dinner. I thought I could leave it up to the family so I didn’t have to worry about it. My brother and sister didn’t even know that we had cake ready at my house and they literally stayed for like 30 minutes after dinner. Then, I try on what I got from my mom that I deliberatly asked for: a north face. I rarely ask for expensive things, but I really needed something warm that I can have long term. And although it’s not the color i asked for, i still like it and appreciate my mom for hunting one down for me. But, when I put it on, and it fit really nice on me and I was really excited about it!, my dad says “you should probably get another size up, I mean you must be slimming down after swim” and then my sister says “oh yeah, why are you doing swim anyway? Why would you do that?” I then tried on my plaid shirt I got from my mom, and big surprise: it doesn’t fit! They like, know how to get to me without intentionally doing it.
I don’t take a lot of shit seriously, but when it comes to my family, I expect a lot more from them that how they treated me.
And don’t get me wrong internet, there were some moments that were really nice, but it’s hard to focus on those things when there are so many other things that stuck with me more.
Walking outside tonight in my big green DC sweatshirt, sweatpants, and my rainboots, the air was bitter and stung my face. Leaving my backpack in my car and realizing it’s there at 10:30 is a pain, but I ventured get it otherwise. And when I walked out the door, I dropped a penny. When I picked it up, I realized there was snow on it, snow on the ground, snow on my car and now on my hands. Finally, snow.
I feel like I really know someone well if I can picture them saying or doing anything. I’m not sure if this makes sense to anyone else’s brain but mine. I guess what I’m saying is that if you’re around someone for so long that you could think of any sentence and picture them saying it in their way. Although, it may not mean I know them well, for example I remember being able to picture any of my teachers last year saying something because I heard them talk and saw their mannerisms on a daily basis. But with friends especially, if I can picture it, I know you.
-Black Swan -True Grit -The Kings Speech -127 Hours -The Social Network -The Town -The Kids Are Alright -The Fighter -The Tempest (Julie Taymor, you crazy bitch ;]. ps hows Spider-man going?) -Blue Valentine (YAY R-RATING!) -Somewhere (Gah, looks sooo good and the trailer said that the music is by Phoenix? SOLD.) -Never Let Me Go (Really just intrigued)
For the past 6-10 minutes I only spoke in song to my dad until he gave in and went down the street to get me a sandwich. While singing various tunes such as “Dad Won’t Get Me a Sandwich” and “There’s No Food in the House Because Rambo Ate It All (Because She’s a Fatty Remix), I was dancing and petting my cat with a hockey stick. She took it like a man.
i’ll add more. THANKS FOR BEING A GOOD FRIEND KATHY i love you<3 sometimes. jk. uhmmm. i should shower soon so i can be presentable for jill bringing gingerale. but anyway YOU GUYS are da besttttesstststt. (along with cat jules and dof)
WELL I BOUGHT GINGERALE AND THEN WENT TO YOUR HOUSE AND THEN I CHECK MY PHONE AND THEN IT SAYS “DONT BRING GINGERALE BTW IM GOING TO NAP”
I MIGHT DRINK IT…UNLESS..YOU..NEED IT OR SOMETHING.